When Michael goes on a photographic assignment to Brazil
and fails to return, Kristi and her son fly to Rio de Janeiro, desperate to
find him. Instead she finds that during the cold New Jersey winter, her husband
has spent his time in steamy chat rooms with Nara, a young woman desperate for
attention and involved in the Rio drug world.
As she searches for Michael in exotic but crime-ridden
Rio, Kristy finds herself way out of her league. She turns to Italian-Brazilian
Federal Agent Tony Lamazzo for help. As the harsh truth of her marriage brings
a dose of reality to her life, she finds the temptation of getting closer to
the strong, capable—and totally hot—Tony difficult to resist. She’s in Brazil
on the Day of Dead, a day when Brazilians go wild. Why shouldn’t she go wild
with Tony, for just one night, before returning home to start the new life
alone she’ll have to learn to make for herself?
But when her son vanishes too, Kristi doesn’t know where
to turn. Michael’s affair with drug-dealing Nara has exposed them all to the
murderous wrath of a ruthless drug lord, and while she longs to trust Tony, she
can’t trust his powerful and politically corrupt family. But in the dangerous
slums and rainforests of Brazil, the danger mounts for both Kristi and her son,
and a cold-blooded enemy has an agenda of his own. If she trusts Tony, she might
save her son. Or it might just get them all killed…
They wandered along the sand in the honeyed glow of
evening, making their way towards the lights of the hotels. As they reached the
beach steps, Kristi stumbled and felt Tony’s hand steady her. Poor guy, always
saving me, she thought. He makes me feel protected. Some men are like that. She
was sure women would love him. Any woman with any sense would want a man like
Tony. She wondered if he was married.
Sitting down on the second step, she wiggled her toes in
the warm sand.
“Tell me about yourself,” she said. “Have you always
lived in Rio?”
He shook his head. “I was born in Sorrento, Italy. My
father’s Italian and my mother’s Brazilian/American. They came to Brazil with
me and my brother when I was ten. My father’s a rancher in Bahia. It’s a ways
from the city. I went to college in Boston.”
“Oh. Why?”
“My mother wanted me to. Her parents live there. It was
great, I loved it. Boston is so different from Rio.”
For some silly reason she was delighted to hear he’d been
to college in a city she knew. “I grew up in Boston. Which college did you go
to?”
He laughed. “You’re not going to believe this. I went to
Berklee College of Music. I hoped to be lead guitarist in a famous band.”
She beamed at him. “You studied music! Josh is going to
be so impressed! I can picture you. I bet you had long hair. Yeah? Curly, long
hair. Did you play Hendrix?”
“Yeah. Voodoo Child. I rocked.”
“You’ll have to jam with Josh. Will you do that? Before
we go? Please!”
“Sure.”
Almost unconsciously she turned her head to look at him.
As he was sitting on the step below her, they were almost eye to eye. His
half-smile was sweet. Sexy. It made a shiver run through her. She jerked her
gaze away. Suddenly she felt lost. What was she doing on the beach on a
tropical night with this good-looking stranger? It would be fun to be single,
to be flirting with no worries or complications. Was Michael doing that
somewhere close by? Was he having an
affair? Maybe her whole family about to be shattered, like hers had been when
she was not much younger than Josh. Tears filled her eyes. Quickly, she wiped
them away. Then without meaning to, she gave a loud sob. You’re not going to
cry! She forced herself to stop. She hiccupped. Some tourists passed by,
carefully looking the other way. Oh God. What was she doing!
“Kristi,” he said, softly. “Whatever it is, we can figure
it out. My brother, Rafael, is working on finding your husband. He is Deputy
Chief of Civil Police. He’ll do everything anyone possibly could do. We’ll find
your husband.”
Embarrassed, she nodded.
“Come on. Let’s get you back to your hotel,” he said,
sounding awkward as he helped her up.
“I’m sorry I cried like that. I didn’t mean to.”
“It’s okay.”
“I got an email yesterday. It was from Michael. It showed
him hugging a local girl. They were at the beach right here in Copacabana.
Michael had on those horrible little Speedos and the girl was wearing a mini
bikini. They looked as if they were having a ball. I don’t know why he sent it
to me.” Again, her eyes filled with tears. She blinked hard to hide them. “I
don’t know what he thinks he’s doing. How can I ever take him back? I don’t
even want him back. I don’t feel the same way about him. But what about Josh
and the twins?” Now she’d told him all her problems again. What was wrong with
her!
He sighed. “Oh Kristi.”
Reaching out, he took her hand tentatively as if taking hands was not
something he normally did. His fingers were hard and his palm callused. She
liked hands like that. She felt a hot quiver run through her. She pulled her
hand away. Where was she going with this? Was she crazy?
Of its own accord it seemed, her body leaned towards him.
She slipped her hand back into his. The feel of his hand felt natural,
comforting. Holding hands was underrated. She really, really wanted to hold his
hand. She could feel the heat of his body where it touched hers. “You’ve been
really nice to Josh and me,” she said. “I feel so strange. What if nothing was
the way I thought it was for all these years?”
“Don’t judge anything now.”
“I didn’t know you did marriage counseling.”
He shrugged. “I only know it from the worse case
scenario. If anything good happens, don’t consult me.”
“You’re married?”
“I was. She left me. It was my fault.”
She was about to ask what happened, when the first big
drops of rain pelted down. “Want to make a dash for it?” he said. Fingers
locked, they ran through the drizzle. As they reached the hotel foyer, he let
go of her hand. They stood apart in the brightly lit elevator. Without meaning
to, she again swayed closer to him, feeling her shoulder touch his warm arm.
Self-consciously, she moved away, noticing the muscles of his arms and chest
outlined by his damp tee-shirt. Rain pasted her wet tee-shirt to her body.
Wondering if he could see her nipples, she pulled the clinging fabric away from
her damp bikini top.
She unlocked the door and walked into the room. They were
both wet. For a moment they just stood, looking at each. Then Tony laughed.
“We’d be better on the balcony,” he said. “We’re dripping on the carpet.”
“Would you like a hot shower?”
“Not much point. I don’t have anything to change into.”
“Well, at least we can dry off a bit.” She grabbed two of
the big, white towels and followed him out into the night. The air outside was
balmy, much warmer than the air-conditioned room. Steam rose from the wet
tiles, but the patio furniture was dry, protected from the rain by the balcony
above. Tony crossed over to the railing and stood looking at the view, which Kristi
noted was meltingly beautiful: white waves crashing, reflections of car lights
shimmering on rain drenched Avenue Atlantica, the glittering lights of the
favelas on the slopes of the mountains and hunched above it all, the dark
jungle-covered morros.
She handed him a towel and stood watching he pulled off
his damp shirt and began to dry himself off. He looked soooo good. He was just
so indescribably hot and her husband was such an indescribable jerk. As he
turned towards her, she quickly pulled her eyes away from his athletic body and
found herself looking at his mouth. He had a beautiful mouth, lips tilted
slightly up as if he’d never be able to look really angry. She wondered what it
would be like to kiss him. There just seemed to be too much space between them
and she had to close it. She moved towards him. His eyes, thick lashes still
wet with raindrops, looked into hers. She closed her eyes and turned her face
up to his. His lips touched hers. She knew she hadn’t left him much choice. His
mouth was gentle, his lips warm and firm. She’d imagined a passionate kiss. She
didn’t quite know what to do with a gentle one. His kiss was almost shy. Warmth
throbbed through her. She was hot enough to melt. She longed for him to kiss
her more.
He pulled away slightly, his hands holding her upper
arms. “You’re so beautiful,” he murmured, stroking a tendril of wet hair back
from her cheek. “Your husband is an idiot.” His eyes were filled with an
emotion that sent a thrill through her. It was so good to feel appreciated, to
feel again that someone thought she was beautiful. He looked at her
quizzically. “I should leave.”
“I don’t want you to leave. I want you to stay.” Unable
to resist, she buried her face in the warm place between his neck and broad
shoulders.
“You’d regret it tomorrow,” he said. “There are things
you don’t know about me. I come from a very different world.”
“Rubbish,” she giggled. “You went to Berklee College in
Boston. How different can that be?” Then she shivered, knowing the shiver was
because of him and not the weather.
He took the towel and wrapped it around her shoulders,
making a cocoon for her against his warm body. Without meaning to, she gave a
soft moan of appreciation. She looked up quickly to see if he’d heard. What if
he thought she was trying to sound sexy? He lifted her long, wet hair, using
the nearest end of the towel to dry the dripping strands.
She looked up at him. “You were right. I shouldn’t have
come to Rio. I’ve landed in such a mess, I...”
Before she could finish the sentence, his lips touched
the corner of her mouth. For a second he hesitated, then his lips closed over
hers, warm and sweet. She clung to him, kissing him passionately, drawing from
his strength, escaping into the feeling of someone caring about her just for now.
She pressed up close against him. Everything about him felt good: his strong
arms around her, his broad shoulders, his hard, lean body. He responded by
holding her tighter and kissing her with more urgency, his breath quickening.
The heat of the kiss and the feel of his body chased every thought from her
head. She could feel the hardness of his groin and she throbbed with wanting
him.
Was she really going to do this? She pulled away. They
stood for a second just looking at each other. His eyes were dark with arousal.
How could she do this? Omigod, how could she not? The Moroccan-style outdoor
sofa looked incredibly inviting and she sunk down into the pillows pulling him
down beside her. For a second, she thought it funny that she was the proactive
one here.
“You shouldn’t sleep with me,” he said, his voice
sounding gruff. Immediately she wanted
him even more. She was totally hot for him. In reply she wrapped her arms
around his neck and tried to continue the blissful kiss where it had left off.
Her heart raced, her body throbbed. She could feel his heart thudding too.
“Kristi,” With a groan he pulled away. “This is not a
good idea.” His voice was thick with desire. For some no doubt worthy reason,
he was trying not to do this.
“Why isn’t it a good idea?” she said. She could hear her
voice sounding petulant and rebellious and somewhat like Josh when he was
thwarted. Why was she doing this? Maybe because she was hot, so hot, to sleep
with him. Burning with longing to sleep with him. Totally wanting to be right down
there, right now, in the bed, or on the sofa, or even on the wet tiles, making
passionate love to him. “Don’t you want to sleep with me?”
He gave her a lopsided smile and raised his eyebrow. Then
suddenly he wrapped the towel tightly around her again, kissed her lips hard
and quickly, and stood up. He was leaving! “Call me if Josh isn’t back by
eight,” he said.
She stood, clutching the towel. Disappointment filled
her. The night had been perfect. So amazingly romantic with the rain pouring
down around them, the inky ocean crashing out there, a full moon slipping in
and out of dark, flying clouds. “It felt
like a dream,” she said slowly. “A super-cool dream about a dream lover in a
storm.” She sighed. “You’re ruining my dream.”
“A wet dream,” he said wryly. A flash of lightning
silhouetted his dark shape. Thunder crashed. “You’d regret it in the morning.”
“If you say so.” She knew she was pouting. How silly was
that. She turned her back on him. “Why don’t you just go already?”
“Of course I want to sleep with you. I’m longing to sleep
with you. Not sleep. Make love. What do you think?”
Thunder crashed again. As another flash of jagged
lightning ripped the sky. She shivered.
“You’re wet. Aren’t you cold?”
“Nope,” she said.
“You better get those wet clothes off.”
She looked him in the eye. “Good idea.” Slowly she pulled
off her wet tee-shirt and tossed it into the air. Then she slid out of her wet
shorts. Watching his eyes as he took in her body in her new bikini and her
silver sandals, she walked over to the balcony railings and stood there. She
knew she was standing provocatively, her butt nicely rounded as she leaned on
the railing. She was glad the rain shower suddenly stopped. To tell the truth,
she was cold. But she hoped that would change soon.
Within seconds, she felt his warm, hard body behind her.
“Beautiful,” he murmured. “You’re so perfectly beautiful.”
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